Straight Cocksucker

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I was 20 the first time I sucked a man’s cock. I was in college, and like most college guys, I was incredibly horny all the time. I used to go to local adult bookstores to watch videos and jack off, and I remember flipping through the channels and seeing some videos of guys having sex together. At first I would quickly turn to a different channel, but after a while I started to stare, more out of curiosity than anything else.
I didn’t realize it at the time, but I was starting to be turned on by the guy-guy videos. I wondered if itfelt good to touch and be touched by another man. Little did I know, I would soon get the answer to all my questions!

One rainy evening, feeling high and horny, I went to my favorite bookstore to watch some videos. I exchanged a $5 bill for some tokens and headed back into the dark video booth room. As usual, it smelled like stale cigarette smoke and semen. If you’ve been in one of these places, you know the smell. This particular place had doors you could close, but some of the rooms had small, crotch-level Plexiglas windows that allowed you to
see into the next booth. I figured this was to discourage guys from jacking off, because when you sat down and looked through the window, you were looking right into the next guy’s lap. Usually I tried to avoid these booths, because I wanted some privacy, but on this particular night, that was all that was available. I entered the booth and closed the door, nervously keeping an eye on the small window.

I sat down and started flipping through the channels on my video screen. I hoped to be able to jack off before someone came in to the booth next to me. I was paranoid, more afraid to get caught masturbating in public than anything else. I didn’t want to go out like PeeWee Herman.

You can imagine how my heart started pounding when someone suddenly sat down in the booth next to me. All I could see was a guy rubbing his crotch, which was bulging through a pair of Levi’s. I watched, unable to take my eyes off the sight next door, when suddenly a face appeared in the window and looked at me. He was signaling for me to come over to his booth! I sat there frozen, my heart beating in my ears. In an instant, he was in my booth, and he closed the door behind him. He just stood there and looked into my eyes. He was a large man, about 35 years old. He reached out and ran his finger rapidly across my right nipple for what seemed like several minutes. It was a new sensation for me. Eventually, he slowly worked his hand down my chest and stomach. He was about to access my cock when I said, “Not here! Do you have a place?”

I followed him out into the parking lot. He told me that he lived close by and to follow him in my car. On the way to his apartment, many thoughts raced through my mind. I thought about turning off on a side street and losing him, but I was too excited for that.

He closed and locked the door behind him as we entered his apartment. He asked me to sit on the couch. He put on a video of a bunch of young guys fucking each other, and it was a European movie. I wasn’t really concentrating, because at this point he had sat next to me on the couch and was looking at me. He told me his name was Alex and I introduced myself. He asked me if it was my first time. He said I was free to do or
try whatever I wanted, and that I should just relax. He started things by touching my leg and thigh. I responded by putting my hand on his crotch. He stood up, unbuckled his pants and opened his fly. I slid his jeans down to his knees; he wasn’t wearing any underwear. Staring me right in the face was a big, almost hard cock. I touched it and stroked it, feeling it get harder in my hands. It was the first time in my life I had
ever touched a mans cock, but I felt comfortable doin it. As I leaned forward to take Alex’s cock in my mouth, it was a moment that seemed to last an eternity. Soon his dick was sliding in and out of my mouth. I was surprised how warm and smoothe his hard cock felt. His balls tickled my chin as they bounced back and forth.

After a few minutes of me performing my first blow job, Alex said he was going to fuck me, and told me to take my clothes off. As I did this he brought out some suntan lotion and a big box condoms, motioning for me to get down on the living room floor. I was nervous, but way too excited and curious to resist. I wondered what it would feel like to have that cock in my ass and eager to find out why the guys in the videos liked it so much.

I got on my hands and knees and Alex lubed up my asshole with the lotion. He slowly slid that big cock into me and groaned loudly with pleasure as he did. I was sure the neighbors could hear him, but mused that they were probably accustomed to the sound he was making. He started to fuck me with long, slow strokes. As gentle as he was, it took a few strokes before my ass acclimated to the new sensation. At first I didn’t think I was going to like it, but the first time he hit my prostrate, I knew I was going to be a bottom. I reached down and grabbed my own rock hard dick and began stroking it while he fucked my ass. This seemed to excite him, and he fucked me even harder. As he was about to cum, he stopped.

”let’s finish this in the bedroom,” he said.

He lay down on his bed and told me to take off his condom. He pushed my head down between his legs and told me to suck his cock. I was really worked up by this point, and didn’t hold back my enthusiasm. I sucked and fucked his cock with my mouth, and he had a firm grip on my head, pushing my mouth on to his cock. Even though this was the first cock I ever sucked, I could tell by the sudden growth in the size of the head of his cock and the amazing stiffness in the shaft that he was about to cum. I was curious what it would be like and totally turned on by the idea of him shooting off in my mouth. I was turned on and ready to take his load.

The first sensation I noticed was pre-cum squirting warm and sweet into my mouth. Then as he let out another loud groan and thrust his hips, he blew the entire load into my mouth. He kept humping my mouth and shooting cum. I counted the first seven times he shot off, but there were probably more. When he was finished, My mouth was so filled with cum that I could hardly hold it in. I gulped and swallowed the whole sticky load. There was so much cum that I sort of gagged on it, but I got it all down.

Alex was breathless and dripping sweat all over the bed, and I was totally satisfied with my stomach full of warm semen. Alex said it was my turn, and started to go down on me, but then a funny thing happened: I couldn’t get hard. Here I had just had the most raw and raunchy sex experience of my life, and I couldn’t get my dick hard. That is when I realized that I was only excited by giving, not receiving. Alex was certainly satisfied,
so he didn’t seem to mind. Later that night when I went home, I jacked off five times thinking about sucking his cock.

Since that time, I have had many similar encounters. I suck their cock, make them come, and I am satisfied. I do not get turned on at all when I am on the receiving end. I don’t know what this appetite for cock sucking is called, but I am sure that there are other guys out there like me. Except for my taste for cock sucking, I consider myself straight. 


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